pisces currents~~

to: exorcise expel expunge wring out

pisces is death, pisces is endings

pisces is to not only grieve but to let it outside of your body

lately i feel like i just want to howl, i want to scream, i need to let sounds out of my body until i feel i am inside a womb or a maw and i am held and disarmed, in loudness and power — i want the sounds to reach out of me and become physical entities that you can feel and taste— to be hypnotized in a ritual of repetition, to go to places i didn’t know existed or were possible, to feel submerged in the depths, carried by the waves~ becoming a silence

the mouth of silence (2/14/24)

i want to enter the mouth of silence

can’t escape the hum

it says more more more

i want a different song

a steady pulse

duration (1/26/24)

it’s about the space in between

the cadences, the grace notes

i belong in the space in between

in the persistence of grace

hang underneath, drip awnings

<3,

-A