I’ve been on this planet for 28 years now
Each year I feel heavier, being alive is such a delicate and precious thing, I don’t want to waste this life on the wrong things…
This year my goals were to love myself and finish my album, I accomplished neither, but I feel I found a deeper compassion for myself when I feel I am not doing good, or that I am good. And I’ve slowly been letting go of a sense of self worth that is balanced on the fragility of my sense of accomplishment and an idea of success that is always beyond reach.
I never saw the worth or beauty in simply existing, breathing, observing, yet every year I understand and feel that on a deeper level…
I want to untangle the wires that made me and weave them into a tapestry, creating life through the unraveling, becoming, rewilding…
To always be moving towards a deeper compassion and love, to feel safe in expressing myself and being myself despite all the messages I’ve received that I was wrong for who I am at my core because I’ve always been othered… To continue unraveling the suffocating web of shame, and know it was a gift all along.
-A
Hola , Eres Una Mujer Bella Por Dentro Y Por Fuera , Inteligente , Amable , Fuerte , Independiente Y Una Artista Muy Sobresaliente ( Música , Literatura , FotografÃa Etcétera ) , Qué Nadie Té Diga Lo Contrario. Sà Para Avanzar En La Creación Musical Tienes Que Ir Más Despacio , No Pasa Nada , Vale Más La Calidad De La Obra , Que La Cantidad. Tienes Qué Amarte A Ti Misma Con Más EnergÃa , ConfÃa Más En Tú Persona. Eres Una Gran Mujer , Lo Digo Con Toda Mi Sinceridad. Un Saludo Y Cuidate Mucho.